Tuesday, September 2, 2008

This coming weekend...

I'll be going to SD to celebrate my dads 53rd birthday. I feel like it was just a few years ago that I was celebrating my dads 40th ‘over the hill’ birthday. Time flies. In addition, just right now I realized that my mom will be turning 56 in October. Is it just me or does 56 sound so much older than 53? In 4 years my mom will be 60… wtf! Haha. Where has the time gone?
I’m 26 now, yet I still don’t feel like an adult. Perhaps because I’m not, perhaps because I’m still in school and not really part of the ‘real’ world. But really, what does it mean to be an adult? What does it feel like to be an adult? Do I have to buy a house, or have a family with kids in order to feel like an adult? Maybe I’ll feel the same as I do now when I’m 30, or 40, or 50, playing video games and downloading drama on my computer. One thing for sure is that I definitely feel older than the college kids I see around campus, but maybe that’s as far as this feeling of being an adult will go.
But seriously, shit, my mom is will be turning 60 in 4 years and I’ll be 30 still wondering the same damn things I am now…